Esp. now that a beautiful, inside and out, man is in my life. I honestly thought I’d never have a man in my life for the rest of my life, because what man would put up with a disabled person who “shuts the world out” with pain every day at 4 p.m.? Wow is that changing (love chemicals do wonders for the bod/brain!)
He knows I’m a cancer survivor and that I have Ehlers Danlos syndrome and fibromyalgia and he doesn’t give a fig. I think I might have mentioned how we met…he curated Doppelganger into a show at the Last Bookstore in downtown LA. For me it was love at first sight. He was too busy doing his curator thing to think much about the attraction, but Cindy, who was there, said there was chemistry flying both directions. It was mutual.
A funny thing…he curated “Doppelganger” (the light box) into the show, and he is a doppelganger of Ryan Gosling. Last week I googled Ryan and looked closely at Brad (name changed to protect the innocent) and Ryan and my gawd the only difference was slightly darker hair color on Brad. Well, als0, B is 6’6″ vs. Ryan’s 6’1″. Dreamy…sorry, but I’m 5’10″ and my whole life have dated men shorter than myself. So this is nice for a change! 
Things are going well with the Janis piece. It should be in light box form next week. I will then ship it to this music place that I HOPE will “see the light” (pun intended) because they didn’t like the small jpg on a monitor. My agent has good feelings they will. Life couldn’t be more exciting/adventurous right now! And on top of everything else, I get to eat tons of food all day and I don’t gain weight (please don’t hate me). I may be in chronic pain, but every day I wake up and think, “in this life, I get to be an artist!” And hopefully at some point I can look back and say “I remember my lean years…” – and they will be gone forever.
Here’s the piece I met B through…
